This book contains 21 English poems and 3 German poems, written during my teenage years. After finding my love for poems, I left the idea of ordinary diaries behind and wrote poems about my feelings instead. No matter if I was in the middle of class or if my vision was blurred due to tears, nothing stopped me from writing about my emotions while I was feeling them, writing them in a way that only I could understand their origin. Watch my writing style change over time as my teenage self tried different styles and did her best to improve her writing.