Sometimes I'm afraid I've forgotten how to feel, how to enjoy life. Or maybe I never knew how to in the first place.It all starts one year before I am found dead in my own bathtub when I start writing into a small red book. Maybe if I had never started pouring my most inner thoughts into it I would have still been alive .False Start is a story told through the diary entries and police interviews. It contains themes such as death, depression and suicide. Please proceed with caution.(Telefon Seelsorge: 0800 1110111)