During a profound healing, spiritual gifts began to open. I began a very serious practice of meditation, breathing and increasing my personal energy. Certified in equine massage therapy, I was called to work on a horse, only problem was he would not let me touch him. I had to find another way. Through meditation I connected with him and his herd, a whole new world opened. I found myself being mentored by horses, seeing, and experiencing them in a completely different way. I began to question everything and meditate for extended periods of time over the next few years. Surrendering to Source, to the best of my ability, it opened me up to an entirely new world of possibilities and adventures. Leading me down a path of self-discovery and truth. Realizing that I had been living a life of lies, completely upside down. Love wasn't what I thought it was and I had to learn how to love myself like never before, for the first time. It came with a price, having to face my demons, experiencing the dark nights of the soul which lasted weeks. I had to start again after losing everything, including my mind, to find me. I had to take my power back. I am now driven with purpose to create a new life for myself, not settling for anything less that love, respect, and honor.