This book contains the story of my life - trying to please God, follow His lead, hear His Word, follow His daily direction for me and strive to live out His revelation and instruction to me! Far from successfully putting away my inclinations, I found that while struggling to take up His mantel and walk the faith walk He required of me, I often failed, reverting to worldly solutions! Nevertheless, through these failures I found that I increasingly followed the scriptural pattern; that mankind is simply unable to achieve anything left to his own devices, incapable of abiding in Christ, simply unable to follow the Lord's requirement- necessitating God Himself to come down to earth and intervene for us through Jesus His Son! Scripture consistently asserts and demonstrates a rather slow, chequered progress built on failure and repentance. As I continue to learn from Him, subjecting my will to His restoration, He gently guides me back onto His path of faith He required of me - the experience of David the psalmist in the scriptures. Through many direct providential actions, He revealed and implemented His will for my life, restoring my purpose as a human.