The hardest task was to not take all of the ugliness of the betrayals back into my realm of existence. It became very important for me to understand that every occurrence was more of a betrayal against Abba(heavenly daddy) Father than against me, which means we offenders need to reconcile with Abba Father. I forgave my earthly father, but he nor I had to reconcile with one another. For self preservation, I needed to stay far away from my earthly father. He never meant me any good. He only had an attitude of destruction for me. Isaiah 49:25 ] But thus saith the LORD, Even the captives of the mighty shall be taken away, and the prey of the terrible shall be delivered: for I will contend with him that contendeth with thee, and I will save thy children.]