This is a compilation of the various thoughts and reflections, that I was lead on over the coarse of many years in preparation for the enlightenment of my soul by God. The exact length of time that it took for me to do this was about a year and a half. Though it was not an easy process to begin, and brought many tears, it also brought me a cleansing and purifying to my heart that has left me truly joyful. It also required much opening of my soul to others, and this book is the final opening up that I want to do. The purpose of the book is to give the reader a way of experiencing this process that I went through by experiencing my emotions in poetry.