This book is about my life and some of the things that I have been through, the good times and the bad times. To tell the story of ones life a single book of this length can only serve as a summary but it is a detailed summary. I am a private student of philosophy and so my writing is influenced by philosophy. In this book I strived to explain my understanding of my life, I wanted to talk about my struggles but my main objective was to bring the audience to what I believe to be a logical understanding of those struggles. Philosophy has taught me to focus on giving answers instead of complaining, and so in this conversation with myself I believe if I have asked and answered myself the questions that I needed to say out loud.