As an engineer, the love of building lead the author to the study of architecture and creation, not knowing that it was just a call of rememberance. Prospective search on the profession widened the fields of study to urban design, art, philosophy, sociology, psychology, ecosophy, anthropology, sustainability, deep ecology, and finally trans-disciplinarity. After much theory and speculative design, it was time to dig into the experience of accessing the Real. Not much later, Love was encountered. A new potential opens up as practice surrenders.