In 2021, I met the most beautiful soul. We didn't intend to fall in love, but we did. The relationship wasn't easy. Because of our life situation, we saw each other every 2-3 weeks, sometimes we didn't see each other for months. But still, we were filled with so much love and gentleness. However, sometimes love can't beat life. We broke up while being in love, while not wanting to do so. He was my muse and I wrote multiple poems during our relationship. This is a collection of all of them, showcasing our good moments, our hardships and my emotions currently during the breakup.