Becoming a Phoenix: From Church to Chaos (eBook, ePUB)
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BECOMING A PHOENIX: FROM CHURCH TO CHAOSBorn into poverty in rural Jamaica, I was the unwanted daughter of a mother who was rarely present and a father who rejected me for my dark skin. My childhood was defined by hardship-begging for food, selling fruit to survive, and being passed between strangers when my parents were absent. Labeled a "black sheep," I struggled through school, excelling academically but constantly in trouble.The church was my only hope, a place where I believed God's love could save me. But betrayal struck early-I was cast out after false rumors of an affair with a pastor....
BECOMING A PHOENIX: FROM CHURCH TO CHAOS
Born into poverty in rural Jamaica, I was the unwanted daughter of a mother who was rarely present and a father who rejected me for my dark skin. My childhood was defined by hardship-begging for food, selling fruit to survive, and being passed between strangers when my parents were absent. Labeled a "black sheep," I struggled through school, excelling academically but constantly in trouble.
The church was my only hope, a place where I believed God's love could save me. But betrayal struck early-I was cast out after false rumors of an affair with a pastor. Rejected by my faith, I turned to education, studying criminal justice and midwifery, determined to build a future. Yet, at Kingston School of Nursing, my reputation followed me. Professors targeted me, calling me mentally unfit. I fought for four years to complete my studies, but just when victory was within reach, I was poisoned-the ultimate betrayal by the one person I trusted most: my own mother.
As my health declined, paranoia, anxiety, and isolation consumed me. Friends disappeared, my mental state crumbled, and I fell into abusive relationships. Seeking solace in music, I entered the industry, only to find myself exploited and discarded. Fifteen joints a day, no food, no sleep-I was spiraling. My final escape led me home to St. Thomas, but my mother, relentless in her cruelty, turned my family and community against me. I lost everything.
With nowhere left to go, I lived in the bushes, surviving on whatever I could find. But in the darkest moments, my daughter became my reason to fight. She was the light in my chaos, the force that pulled me back.
In the end, I faced my mother. I confronted the woman who had spent a lifetime trying to break me. She took my childhood, my trust, and nearly my life-but she would not take my future.
Now, at 33 years old, I am rebuilding. I am healing. I have met someone who sees me for who I am-a survivor, not a victim.
This is not a story of defeat.
It is a story of resilience.
I was meant to be destroyed.
Instead, I rose.
This is only the beginning. This is my rebirth.
Born into poverty in rural Jamaica, I was the unwanted daughter of a mother who was rarely present and a father who rejected me for my dark skin. My childhood was defined by hardship-begging for food, selling fruit to survive, and being passed between strangers when my parents were absent. Labeled a "black sheep," I struggled through school, excelling academically but constantly in trouble.
The church was my only hope, a place where I believed God's love could save me. But betrayal struck early-I was cast out after false rumors of an affair with a pastor. Rejected by my faith, I turned to education, studying criminal justice and midwifery, determined to build a future. Yet, at Kingston School of Nursing, my reputation followed me. Professors targeted me, calling me mentally unfit. I fought for four years to complete my studies, but just when victory was within reach, I was poisoned-the ultimate betrayal by the one person I trusted most: my own mother.
As my health declined, paranoia, anxiety, and isolation consumed me. Friends disappeared, my mental state crumbled, and I fell into abusive relationships. Seeking solace in music, I entered the industry, only to find myself exploited and discarded. Fifteen joints a day, no food, no sleep-I was spiraling. My final escape led me home to St. Thomas, but my mother, relentless in her cruelty, turned my family and community against me. I lost everything.
With nowhere left to go, I lived in the bushes, surviving on whatever I could find. But in the darkest moments, my daughter became my reason to fight. She was the light in my chaos, the force that pulled me back.
In the end, I faced my mother. I confronted the woman who had spent a lifetime trying to break me. She took my childhood, my trust, and nearly my life-but she would not take my future.
Now, at 33 years old, I am rebuilding. I am healing. I have met someone who sees me for who I am-a survivor, not a victim.
This is not a story of defeat.
It is a story of resilience.
I was meant to be destroyed.
Instead, I rose.
This is only the beginning. This is my rebirth.
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