Vinh Linh Thi Hoang

Lost (eBook, ePUB)

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Produktbeschreibung

People normally consider life's tribulations as challenges. Does it follow that whoever sheds many tears has also experienced the fullness of life? In this inspirational memoir, author Eo shares her philosophy that to live on earth is not just to experience enjoyment and delight, but also to understand feelings of sorrow and suffering. Sweetness and sunny days along with darkness and bitterness are subtle flavors of life. Those who taste life fully will understand how poetic it can be.

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Produktdetails

• Verlag: Outskirts Press
• Seitenzahl: 358
• Erscheinungstermin: 24. Oktober 2022
• Englisch
• ISBN-13: 9781977259400
• Artikelnr.: 67832343

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Hôm nay, Eo xin trân tr¿ng trình "Làng H¿" món quà cao quý nh¿t mà Thüng п dã ban t¿ng cho Eo! M¿T / LOST Part I - Tác gi¿, VinhLinh Th¿ Hoàng xin chia s¿ tâm tình Hòa Bình, Tình Thuong M¿n Thuong d¿n nh¿ng ngüi con пt M¿! ách ti¿ng Vi¿t s¿ ra m¿t d¿c gi¿ soon! - "Không ai sinh ra mà dã ghét ngüi khác vì màu da, n¿n giáo d¿c và tôn giáo c¿a ngüi dó. M¿i ngüi ph¿i h¿c cách d¿ ghét. Và n¿u ngüi ta có th¿ b¿ h¿c cách d¿ ghét, h¿ cung có th¿ d¿y düc cách yêu thuong. Vì tình yêu thuong d¿n v¿i con ngüi t¿ nhiên hon là lòng cam ghét - Nelson Mandela". - Nhân gian có câu d¿ án ch¿ v¿ quy¿n l¿c пi và пo: "Con Ông, Cháu Cha". - "Ra d¿i, nhu con chiên vây quanh gi¿a nuông sói, hãy khôn ngoan nhu con r¿n và h¿y hi¿n lành nhu chim b¿ câu - Jesus of Nazareth." Ðôi khi Eo nh¿n bi¿t düc s¿ d¿c ác c¿a con "r¿n d¿" d¿ mà tránh nhung Eo l¿i d¿ l¿m tüng v¿i s¿ hi¿n lành b¿ ngoài c¿a con "b¿ câu tr¿ng". N¿u cün m¿t tác gi¿ Eo k¿ l¿i cüc d¿i mình dã tr¿i qua b¿ng nüc m¿t thì s¿ ¿c hi¿p, k¿ th¿ c¿a gia dình và xã h¿i dành cho Eo trong cün hai b¿ng máu. Khi Eo nh¿n düc Certificate issued t¿ United States Register of Copyrights and Director. Ngay sau dó, Eo nh¿n düc t¿i t¿p proposals t¿ nh¿ng nhà xüt b¿n n¿i ti¿ng c¿a nüc M¿; Self-publishing and Traditional publishing. Eo v¿n mün liên l¿c, tìm cho mình co h¿i, gi¿i thi¿u d¿n g¿p nh¿ng b¿c "có ti¿ng nói" nhu MC. Nguy¿n Cao K¿ Duyên, NV. Nguy¿n Ng¿c Ng¿n, Du Miên...v...v... thüc ngành truy¿n thông, van h¿c trong c¿ng d¿ng Vi¿t d¿ hy v¿ng h¿ có th¿ hüng d¿n, giúp d¿ Eo ki¿m ngüi Vi¿t d¿ch thüt và ch¿nh s¿a l¿i b¿n th¿o theo l¿i d¿ ngh¿ c¿a nhà xüt b¿n M¿. May m¿n l¿m thì có ngüi d¿ng ý cho h¿n g¿p... Nhung t¿t c¿ m¿i n¿ l¿c c¿a Eo g¿n nhu vô ích, khi ch¿ nh¿n l¿i t¿ h¿ sau m¿t vài l¿i h¿i han ¿t có và d¿ r¿i thì quay ra ph¿ng v¿n Eo v¿i con m¿t k¿ th¿, khinh mi¿t và không tin tüng n¿u không dám nói là b¿ xúc ph¿m th¿ng tay. Eo ng¿i dó, n¿i s¿ hãi ùa t¿i làm l¿nh c¿ gáy, khi¿n Eo run r¿y không "phát" thành ti¿ng! - Ch¿ dã t¿ng vi¿t sách chua höc gi¿ ch¿ dã làm cho hãng truy¿n thông nào...? - Nhìn m¿y cün sách anh Ð.Q.A.T ¿ nhà sách T¿ L¿c Van Ðoàn ném ra trên bàn r¿i h¿i: " Ch¿ có bi¿t nh¿ng nhà van Ngô Th¿ Vinh, Duong Thu Huong... nhà van... này...không? - Không c¿n coi h¿p d¿ng, tôi dã nói là ch¿ b¿ l¿a r¿i nhé, sách gì mà giá 30-40 ch¿c d¿ng m¿t cün...? - M¿t anh làm cho Litle Sài Gòn TV (LSTV) Ðuong nhiên, nh¿ng di¿u này x¿y ra, Eo cung xin hoàn toàn nh¿n l¿i v¿ phía mình vì không lüng düc thân ph¿n chông chênh, lý l¿ch hèn kém c¿a mình khi¿n m¿t l¿n n¿a Eo dã làm gi¿i trí th¿c, sang ch¿nh Vi¿t ph¿i th¿t v¿ng. Càng nghi Eo càng th¿y t¿i thân, düng cùng. Ra v¿, Eo t¿ trách và t¿ dánh m¿t luôn ni¿m tin vào chính mình không hay. Làm sao Eo có th¿ nói cho anh Trúc H¿, Tô van Lai, d¿i di¿n Viêt Face, báo Ngüi Vi¿t... r¿ng Eo không có nhi¿u ti¿n nói chi d¿n 50- 60 ngàn dô la tr¿ chi phí cho nhà xüt b¿n M¿ tìm ngüi translator cho cün sách 350-400 trang, ti¿n ch¿c-ch¿c ngàn dô la tr¿ cho editor, Proofreading cho hon 100,000 words... v..v... Eo cung ái ng¿i nói cho h¿ hi¿u r¿ng ngay c¿ ti¿ng Vi¿t, khi b¿t tay vi¿t cün h¿i ký M¿T (2015- Present) Eo ph¿i ra ch¿ Vi¿t Nam xin lüm báo ti¿ng Vi¿t free d¿ v¿ h¿c ti¿ng Vi¿t và h¿c cách hành van t¿ nh¿ng th¿y vi¿t van hay, vi¿t có tính cách nhân van con ngüi mà thôi. Không thích mình dang s¿ng trên m¿t d¿t nüc giàu m¿nh, nhân d¿o mà các b¿c ti¿n b¿i còn mang ý tüng tôn giáo, tính cách bè phái, dã kích, chia r¿, r¿i dua nhau ra trên dài, báo chí bôi bác l¿n nhau. M¿i di h¿p dâu, h¿i doàn nào c¿a c¿ng d¿ng ngüi Vi¿t cung chia ra hai, ba nhóm phe d¿i l¿p. Eo nghe lòng mình bün càng n¿n chí hon. пng trách con cháu mình s¿ h¿c düc gì t¿ "m¿" con ông, cháu cha này n¿a ch¿! Sau 10 nam dài, di t¿i dâu cung nghe ngüi Vi¿t rêu rao, mi¿t th¿ Eo là m¿t con diên, nuôi ¿o tüng vi¿t sách, nghe nói th¿ thì bao gi¿ sách nó m¿i ra? Ngay c¿ nh¿ng noi, mà h¿ng ngày Eo thüng di th¿ phüng c¿u nguy¿n thì cung b¿ "thüng t¿" ¿ dó r¿y nüc Thánh düi (k¿ mà h¿ cho là b¿ qü ám) di... Eo x¿u h¿ ch¿ mün d¿n th¿, ch¿ bi¿t khóc và khóc... r¿i Eo dành nghe l¿i, l¿ng l¿ ki¿m m¿t shelter th¿t xa, tránh ngüi Vi¿t cho lành thân. Nh¿c si Tr¿n Thi¿n Thanh dã vi¿t: "Ngüi diên không bi¿t nh¿ và ngüi say không bi¿t bün. Nhung cüc tình duong gian, muôn d¿i không nghia lý..." Duong gian có nghia lý khi cán cân Công Lý nghiêng v¿ S¿ Ác chang? L¿n d¿u tiên r¿i b¿ thành ph¿ thân quen, v¿ s¿ng ¿ m¿t thành ph¿ l¿ c¿nh, l¿i l¿ ngüi, dã s¿ cô don l¿i c¿ thu mình trong phòng kín. M¿t mình v¿i website t¿ di¿n Vi¿t-Anh, mò m¿n, t¿p tành d¿c M¿T- Part I, nh¿ng con ch¿ r¿t ròi ti¿ng M¿, t¿ng hàng, t¿ng hàng c¿a t¿ng trang sách dã düc nhà xüt b¿n dánh s¿ cho Eo ch¿nh s¿a và Eo dã làm vi¿c tù tì v¿i s¿ d¿n d¿t, tin tüng c¿a Authors in Production. Eo g¿n nhu mün xa luôn c¿ gi¿ gi¿c, cüc s¿ng sinh höt ngoài, bên ngoài c¿a s¿. Can b¿nh tr¿m c¿m c¿a Eo th¿i gian này cung tr¿ l¿i khá n¿ng tuy r¿ng luôn düc các bác si và d¿i ngu v¿ th¿ ch¿t cung nhu tinh th¿n luôn khuy¿n kích, cham lo t¿n tình. Eo, ngüi dàn bà homeless, th¿c ch¿t cô d¿c, không mün kéo lê cüc s¿ng "câm di¿c" và bün bã c¿a mình thêm n¿a. M¿ng s¿ng nhu s¿i ch¿ cang, ch¿ c¿n d¿ng nh¿ là s¿ d¿t. An üng, üng thüc hay làm gì Eo ph¿i có ngüi nh¿c nh¿. Không bi¿t t¿ bao gi¿, có l¿ lâu l¿m r¿i, t¿ cái th¿a Eo có th¿ còn nh¿ düc thì ni¿m tin vào con ngüi trong Eo dã b¿ c¿n ki¿t. Lòng d¿ k¿, tàn ác c¿a nh¿ng k¿ "quy¿n l¿c" cung làm ni¿m tin, ý chí s¿t dá c¿a Eo ngày hôm nay "b¿c hoi" m¿t tiêu. Nghe theo s¿ d¿n d¿t, x¿p d¿t c¿a nh¿ng ân nhân vì mün Eo an toàn d¿ khôi ph¿c l¿i trí nh¿. Ng¿m c¿nh d¿t tr¿i tich l¿ng, hi¿n hòa, noi không có ch¿ Vi¿t, chùa, nhà th¿ hay hàng quán d¿ t¿ h¿p, d¿ tran tr¿, d¿ bon chen, c¿nh c¿a v¿i m¿ d¿i "d¿o diên". Khi xác tín: ông Tr¿i dóng cánh c¿a này c¿a Eo thì có m¿t cánh c¿a khác m¿ ra, cung v¿y, n¿u l¿y di nh¿ng ngüi x¿u thì s¿ thay vào nh¿ng ngüi t¿t. Làm b¿n, làm vi¿c, h¿c h¿i van nhân t¿ nh¿ng ngüi M¿ trí th¿c có b¿ng c¿p cao, nhung d¿y lòng nhân van và nhân ái, cùng n¿m tay chia s¿, nâng d¿ và cho Eo m¿t co h¿i; Xây l¿i ni¿m tin yêu và h¿c d¿ng lên làm Ngüi! * Eo mün s¿ng ti¿p, ki¿p "con ngüi" mà m¿ Eo dã d¿t tên cho khi c¿t ti¿ng khóc chào d¿i. Không mün ra d¿i b¿ ngüi ta d¿i tên là m¿t con diên, con di tàn m¿t, k¿ qü ám... tr¿ v¿ t¿ cõi ch¿t dâu? - T¿ T¿ không ph¿i là m¿t "con diên" vì ngüi diên không có CAN пM d¿ t¿ t¿! - Quy¿n L¿c c¿a Bóng T¿i dã bao trùm và treo s¿n m¿t dây thòng l¿ng r¿i ép Eo b¿c t¿, CH¿T nhu vây là HÈN NHÁT, oan ¿c quá ph¿i không Eo? - Con di, con nghi¿n, k¿ cüp, gi¿t ngüi... mà Eo join in Recovery Group of the Psychiatric Hospitals, h¿ là Med-student, lawyer, coach, businessman, entertainers, media person... H¿ cung là m¿t con ngüi! Nghe câu chuy¿n h¿ tâm tình và nh¿ng gi¿t nüc m¿t dau kh¿ lan dài trên má, Eo l¿i nghe trái tim mình dang nhói dau, rüm máu! Bác si tâm lý luôn t¿nh th¿c Eo: Ráng h¿c t¿p, c¿ g¿ng h¿i nh¿ l¿i và vi¿t xüng nh¿ng abusive, stigma mà gia dình, xã h¿i dã d¿i x¿ v¿i b¿nh nhân depression nhu Eo. B¿nh nhân ngüi Á Ðông thüng ng¿i, s¿, không dám m¿ lòng cho ai d¿ bác si d¿ dàng chün doán và ch¿a tr¿. S¿ kém hi¿u bi¿t c¿a xã h¿i phong ki¿n cung làm cho gia dình c¿a b¿nh nhân thüng khó h¿p tác v¿i con em c¿a mình và bác si. пc bi¿t là Doctor Soldier: nhóm c¿u chi¿n binh tham gia chi¿n trüng (post-traumatic stress disorder) và Doctor of Theology, Psychotherapist: nhóm tâm linh- spiritual b¿ áp b¿c (bullying). Là m¿t "n¿n nhân" b¿ gia dình b¿ roi, Eo không mong mình s¿ ch¿a lành, Eo b¿t l¿c, khóc lóc v¿y vùng trong nh¿ng con ác m¿ng, kh¿ng höng... Và r¿i m¿t ngày phép l¿ (miracle) cung dã x¿y d¿n! * Eo ch¿t nh¿n ra, mình còn có tr¿ng trách v¿i gia dình và t¿ qüc. Ngày mai Eo s¿ ra di, d¿ l¿i hành trang dau thuong, c¿a m¿nh d¿i t¿ n¿n trôi d¿t d¿n noi dây, và ký tích M¿t/Lost là m¿t nhân ch¿ng Vi¿t dóng góp cho n¿n Van h¿c, dã düc luu l¿i trong thu vi¿n M¿ h¿u cho con cháu mai sau d¿c l¿i dòng l¿ch s¿ c¿a cha ông mình. Vâng, Eo ph¿i s¿ng, ph¿i "t¿nh l¿i" d¿ d¿u tranh, ph¿i d¿ng lên m¿nh m¿, hùng dung trüc tòa móng ng¿a, gi¿a b¿i th¿m doàn пo và пi, dòi l¿i пo Lý làm Ngüi. Ph¿i van l¿y "oan gia" d¿ Eo düc quy¿n nói ra l¿i tran tr¿i "tâm huy¿t" t¿ trái tim thiêng liêng c¿a ngüi M¿ diên này, d¿n v¿i nh¿ng d¿a Con c¿a mình. Ph¿i can d¿m d¿i di¿n ngüi ch¿ng cu, tha th¿ cho b¿ c¿a con mình, vì dã "qua c¿u rút ván r¿i nh¿n chìm Eo". Và hon th¿ n¿a Eo ph¿i tr¿ v¿ quá kh¿, di qua nh¿ng noi mình dã t¿ng m¿t l¿n s¿ng qua, d¿ m¿ khóa cho ti¿m th¿c vì quá thuong tâm, khi¿p hãi mà b¿ dóng kín t¿ lâu! M¿T/ LOST nhu m¿t b¿c tranh x¿p hình. Eo s¿ ráng tìm l¿i nh¿ng m¿nh ghép theo th¿ t¿ r¿i hoàn thành m¿t b¿c tranh chân th¿t, s¿ng d¿ng d¿ trình Làng. *T¿t c¿ nh¿ng nhân v¿t s¿ là nhân ch¿ng s¿ng, ch¿ m¿t s¿ tác gi¿ dã d¿i tên. - M¿T là d¿n dau nhung m¿t cung là d¿ ÐU¿C. Th¿ dó! C¿u xin M¿t/ Lost düc d¿c gi¿ uu ái kh¿p noi ¿ng h¿. U¿c gì dó s¿ là hành trình giúp Eo s¿p x¿p ti¿p nh¿ng büc d¿m nh¿y an toàn, là hành trang "khí c¿ bình an" mang trên vai Eo b¿t h¿n thù, giúp trái tim d¿ng c¿m c¿a Eo ngày düc büc g¿n l¿i bên ngüi anh em, tr¿ em b¿ t¿n thuong tinh th¿n. Vì ¿ dó có nüc m¿t dau kh¿ và cung có n¿ cüi chia s¿ c¿a nh¿ng ngüi có trái tim Hòa Bình. - Bên em dang có ta, hát v¿ em tuong lai xót xa- Ns Trúc H¿. - Có tin vui gi¿a gi¿ tuy¿t v¿ng! Hãy nói cho m¿i ngüi cùng nghe; Ngüi dã c¿u ngüi... Xi¿t tay nhau cúi d¿u g¿t l¿, T¿ on Trên; Ngüi v¿n thuong ngüi- Ns Tr¿m T¿ Thiêng. Phúc cho ai có lòng thuong xót ngüi; Thì h¿ s¿ düc Thüng п xót thuong! H¿n g¿p các b¿n trong t¿p t¿i: M¿T / LOST Part II & III- Bút ký, h¿i tüng tâm lý dài c¿a ngüi dàn bà diên- Hoàng Th¿ VinhLinh. Xin nh¿n noi dây lòng Tri ân và Ða T¿! Texas October 2022 Today, Eo would like to present my first book Lost to the people, the most noble gift that God has bestowed on me! LOST Part I - The author, VinhLinh Th¿ Hoàng would like to share her feelings of Peace, Love and Joy to the children of Mother Earth! Vietnamese books will be available to readers soon! - "No one is born hating another person because of the color of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to loved. For love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite - Nelson Mandela." - The world has a meaning about the Power of Life and Religion "Nepotism". "Like sheep among wolves, therefore, be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves - Jesus of Nazareth." Sometimes Eo recognizes the cruelty of the "red snake" to avoid, but Eo is easily mistaken for the gentle appearance of the "white dove". If Lost 1, the author Eo recounts the life she has experienced with tears, the bullying and discrimination of family and society for Eo in Lost II are in blood. When Eo received the Certificate issued from the United States Register of Copyrights and Director. Soon after, Eo received numerous proposals from famous American publishers, Self-publishing, and Traditional publishing. Eo originally wanted to contact, find opportunities, introduce herself to "voice" people like MC. Nguy¿n Cao K¿ Duyên, author's Nguy¿n Ng¿c Ng¿n, Du Miên, Duong Nhu Nguy¿n...v...v... belong to the media and literature industry in the Vietnamese community, in the hope that they can guide and help Eo find Vietnamese people to translate and edit the version. At the request of the American publisher. Fortunately, someone agreed to an appointment... But all Eo's efforts were almost in vain, when they only received back from her after a few questions and enough, then turned to interview Eo, with eyes of discrimination, contempt and distrust if not dare to say is directly insulted. Eo sat there, fear rushed to chill the nape of the neck, making Eo shiver without "speaking" out! - Have you ever written a book or did you work for any media agency...? - Eo look at the books that Mr. Ð.Q.A.T at T¿ L¿c Van Ðoàn's bookstore threw out on the table and asked: "Do you know these writers Ngo The Vinh, Duong Thu Huong... these writers... ? - No need to look at the contract, I told you that you were cheated, what book costs 30-40 dollars for it...? - A guy works for Little Saigon TV (LSTV)... Of course, these things happen, Eo also fully apologizes on her part for not being able to measure his precarious status, her poor background, causing once again Eo has failed the educated and the famous people of the Vietnamese luxury's hope. The more Eo thinks, the more she feels sorry for herself in the end. Leaving, Eo blamed herself and lost faith. How can Eo tell Mr. Trúc H¿, Tô Van Lai, the representative of Vi¿t Face, Ngüi Vi¿t newspaper... that Eo doesn't have much money to spend 50-60 thousand dollars to pay for the cost of the American publisher to find the translator for the book of 350-400 pages, tens of thousands of dollars to pay the editor, proofreading for more than 100,000 words... etc. Eo was also afraid to tell them that even the Vietnamese, when she started writing the memoir LOST (2015- Present) Eo had to go to the Vietnamese market to ask for free Vietnamese newspapers and magazines to go home to learn Vietnamese and learn how to write from good writers, who write with human personality only. Eo don't like that people live in such a rich, strong, and humane country where her forebearers still have religious ideas and prejudice personalities, provoked, divided, and then bring them on the podcast to insult each other. Wherever the people go to the meeting, every association of the Vietnamese community is divided into two or three opposing sides. Eo hears her heart sad even more depressed. Don't blame your children and grandchildren for what they will learn from this "matter"! After 10 long years, everywhere Eo go, she hears Vietnamese people talking and slandering Eo as a crazy person, rising the illusions of writing a book. Let's see when will the book come out? Even the places where Eo often goes to worship and pray every day, the "high priest" there sprinkles holy water toward her, who they think is possessed by demons should chase her away...Where should Eo hide, she could only cry and cry... then Eo obeyed the doctor's advice, quietly looking for a shelter far away, avoiding the Vietnamese for her good health. Musician Tr¿n Thi¿n Thanh wrote: "Crazy people can't remember, drunk people can't feel sad. But the worldly love life makes no sense ..." It makes sense when the balance of Justice tilts towards Evil. Is this so? For the first time, Eo has left her hometown, and go to live in a strange, strange city. Eo was afraid of loneliness and kept her confined in a closed room. Alone with the Vi¿t-Anh dictionary website to practicing, reading Lost - Part I, the clear American words, line by line, row by row, number by numbers, and page by page have been edited by the publisher for Eo. She has worked diligently with the Authors in Production's guidance and trust. Eo almost wants to be away from time, away from everyday life on the street. Eo's depression this time also was flashback quite badly. Although she was encouraged and cared for by the doctors and the team, both physically and mentally. Eo, was a homeless woman, lonely, and doesn't want to drag her "dumb deaf" and sad life any longer. Life is like a tight thread, just a light touch and it will break. Eating, taking medicine, or doing anything Eo must be reminded. Eo doesn't know when, maybe a long time ago, from the time Eo can still remember, the belief in people inside her has been exhausted. The cruelty and stigma of the "powerful" people also make Eo's faith strong as rock and iron has been "evaporated". Follow the guidance and arrangement of the benefactors because they want Eo to be safe to restore her memory. Admire the quiet environment, peaceful sky, where there are no Vietnamese markets, pagodas, churches, or shops to gather, to ponder, to jostle, side by side dealing with the "crazy" life. When she is convinced: God closes this door of Eo, another door opens, likewise, if He takes away bad people, and He replaces with good people. Making friends, working, learning from American people with advanced degrees, but full of humanity and compassion, holding hands to share, support and give Eo a chance; Rebuilding trust in love and learning to stand up as a Person! * Eo wants to continue living, the "human" life that Eo's mother named when she was born crying. I didn't want to live and be renamed as a madwoman, a damn slut, or a demon possessed who coming back from the dead? - Suicide is not "crazy" because mad people don't have the courage to commit suicide! - The Power of Darkness has covered and hung a noose and forced Eo to commit suicide, DEATH like this is cowardly. So unjust isn't it Eo? - Whores, addicts, robbers, murderers were all in the Recovery Group that Eo joined in the Psychiatric Hospitals, they are Med-students, lawyers, coaches, businessmen, entertainers, media person...They are also human. Listen to their stories emotions and tears of pain rolling down their face, Eo heard her heart aching, bleeding again! Psychiatrist encouraged Eo to awaken: Try to study, try to recall, and write down the abuses and bulling that family and society have treated patients with depression like Eo. Asian patients are often afraid, not daring to open their hearts to anyone so that doctors can easily diagnose and treat. The ignorance of feudal society also made it difficult for the patient's families to cooperate with their doctors. Especially the army's Doctor: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and Doctor of Theology, Psychotherapists: oppressed Christian group. Eo, as an abandoned victim, did not expect to be healed, Eo was helpless, crying and struggling in nightmares, flashbacks, crises... And then a miracle happened! * Eo suddenly realized that she also has a responsibility to her family and country. Tomorrow Eo will leave this life, leaving behind the painful baggage of a refugee life drifting here, and the record of Lost, a Vietnamese victim contributing to literature, has been saved in the America library so that future descendants can read the history of their ancestors. Yes! Eo must live, must awaken to fight, must stand up strong and and show courageous in front of the horseshoe, between the Power of Life's Jury, reclaimed as being human. Eo must beg the "wrong family" so that she could have the right to say her last "words" from the sacred heart of a mother to her children. She must have the courage to face her ex-husband, forgive him for having "burned the bridge" and drowned Eo. Moreover, Eo must go back to the past, go through the places she once lived through, to unlock the subconscious because it was so horrific and frightening that it was closed for a long time! LOST is like a jigsaw puzzle. Eo will try to find the pieces of the puzzle to complete a realistic and vivid picture to present to the people. *All characters are living witnesses, only some, Eo has changed their names. Loss is painful but loss is also gain. That's it! Eo wishes for Lost to be supported by readers everywhere. Hoping it to be a journey to help Eo arrange safe steppingstones, a "tool of peace" carried on Eo's shoulders to reduce hatred, help Eo's compassionate heart to step closer to the brothers and sisters in need, along with mentally damaged children. Because there are tears of suffering and shared smiles of people with Peaceful hearts. - I have you by my side, singing about you, the children's future is sad - Musician Trúc H¿. - There is good news amid despair! Speak for everyone to hear; The person who saved people... Holding hands together, bowing to wipe away tears, Thank You Above; People still love people - Musician Tr¿m T¿ Thiêng. Blessed is those who have mercy on others; Then they will have mercy from God! See you in the next episodes: LOST Part II & III- The Diary of the Crazy Woman- Hoàng Th¿ Vinh Linh. Thank you and God bless! Texas October 2022