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Bewertung vom 10.07.2021
Tiefer Fjord
Lillegraven, Ruth

Tiefer Fjord


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Als das nächste Kind in der Notaufnahme deutliche Spuren von häuslicher Gewalt aufzeigt, reißt bei dem Arzt Haavard der Geduldsfaden. Wie lange soll er noch tatenlos mitansehen, wie Kinder vor seinen Augen leiden müssen, oftmals mit dem Leben bezahlen und niemand etwas unternimmt? Auch seine Frau Clara ist schockiert ob des neuerlichen Falles, schon lange versucht sie einen Gesetzentwurf zum Schutz misshandelter Kinder durchzubringen, doch wieder einmal wird ihr Vorhaben abgeschmettert. Haavard beginnt seine Beobachtungen zu sammeln und hat bald schon eine Liste mit eindeutig verdächtigen Eltern zusammen. Doch genau diese wird ihm zu Verhängnis, denn jemand nimmt die Sache, vor der die Öffentlichkeit die Augen verschließt, in die Hand und ausgerechnet Haavard war gleich zwei Mal in unmittelbarer Nähe, als brutal Rache geübt wurde.

Die norwegische Autorin Ruth Lillegraven wurde bereits mehrfach für ihre Bücher ausgezeichnet, „Tiefer Fjord“ ist ihr erster Thriller, der nicht nur wegen der brutalen Thematik nahegeht, sondern auch clever konstruiert wurde und so unerwartete Überraschungen und Wendungen bietet. Auch die Einblicke in den Politikbetrieb sind überzeugend integriert, da sie nebenbei der Krimihandlung mit informativen Hintergründen mehr Tiefe verleihen.

Man kann die Wut der Figuren nachvollziehen. Immer wieder erleben zu müssen, wie scheinbar alle staatlichen Institutionen versagen, wenn es um den Kinderschutz geht, kann niemanden kaltlassen. Das Motiv des Mörders liegt auf der Hand, moralisch kann man ihm durchaus folgen, auch wenn das gewählte Mittel jenseits aller Legalität ist.

Haavard erscheint zunächst als liebender Vater und engagierter Arzt, doch bald schon bekommt das perfekte Image Risse und reißt ihn von dem gerade errichteten Sockel. In seiner Ehe kriselt es schon lange, weshalb er sich heimlich mit seiner Kollegin trifft, fest davon überzeugt, dass Clara davon nichts ahnt. Doch diese ist deutlich aufmerksamer und vor allem cleverer darin etwas zu verbergen. Die pflichtbewusste Beamtin des Justizministeriums erscheint zunächst etwas blass, offenbart im Laufe der Handlung jedoch unerwartete Abgründe.

Ein Psychothriller, der seinen Namen verdient. Komplexe Figuren, deren Handeln jedoch überzeugend durch ihre Erlebnisse motiviert ist und die widersprüchliche Emotionen aushalten müssen, was sie authentisch und glaubwürdig wirken lässt.

Bewertung vom 04.07.2021
Songs in Ursa Major
Brodie, Emma

Songs in Ursa Major


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The annual Folk Fest is the biggest event on Bayleen Island in 1969. The atmosphere is pulsating while the audience is waiting for Jesse Reid, latest superstar with his guitar and extraordinary voice. On his way to the show, he has an accident which unexpectedly bring the local band Breakers on stage. It only takes minutes for Jane Quinn, their singer and songwriter, to win the people over with her charismatic performance. It is the birth of a star, the Breakers are invited record an album and to tour with Jesse’s band. Quite naturally, the two musicians fall for each other, but it is not an easy love, neither Jesse nor Jane is the carefree new star, they suffer from bad experiences and the demons that haunt them. Additionally, Jane fights with the music industry’s sexism and a feeling of being considered just Jesse’s accessory. For some time, they ignore all this, but closing their eyes does not prevent them forever from having to face some truths.

Emma Brodie’s novel perfectly captures the vibes of the time. Her protagonists are highly gifted musicians who live for the music and the moment. “Songs in Ursa Major” is an emotionally overwhelming novel which draws you in its world immediately. Especially Jane is a vividly drawn character whom you come to love immediately despite the stubbornness which comes with her musical genius and perfectionism. She is a role model of a strong-minded feminist who sticks to her ideals and is even willing to sacrifice her career and love in order not to give in to the industry’s conception of a female singer.

The thin line between genius and madness had often been mentioned in connection with creative artists. This also holds true for both, Jesse and Jane, who are far from being mentally stable. Together, they can push each other even further in their genius while heading at the abyss at the same time. Following their creative process translating into songs is a wonderful journey which triggers the emotions in the same way listening to music would.

The villains of the music industry with their unconcealed misogyny make you angry at times but seeing how cleverly Jane can also win some fights can make some amends here. As authentic as this aspect is Jane’s emotional state and the way she tries to cope with her family’s situation and her very personal heritage of creativity and madness alike.

A brilliantly written, intense novel perfect for the summer festival season which brings you back to the time of iconic musicians.

Bewertung vom 04.07.2021
Atlas of Improbable Places
Elborough, Travis

Atlas of Improbable Places


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In a time when exploring the world is something to look forward to but due to pandemic restrictions not easily doable, travel books are a great way to discover new places and stir up anticipation for the time after. Travis Elborough has found places which are not on the average agenda for a trip. In the subtitle, he calls them “the world’s most unusual corners” and I couldn’t agree more with that.

He classifies his finding into six groups: dream creations, deserted destinations, architectural oddities, floating worlds, otherworldly places, and subterranean realms. In each, he presents several destinations which are distributed all over the world with a majority in the USA and Europe. Each spot is accompanied by a text of two to four pages explaining what makes the place outstanding.

The author offers a great variety, from formerly closed soviet cities and other deserted military places over utopian places like Christania and villages abandoned after wars or other incidents to modern creations like the artificial island “The Palm” and underground ways which were never meant to be discovered.

It is a great coffee table book or gift to somebody who likes to travel and to learn about never heard of places. The information has the perfect lengths to take up the book now and again and just read and learn a bit about this planet’s wondrous locations.

Bewertung vom 19.06.2021
Animal
Taddeo, Lisa

Animal


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Joan flees New York to California after he lover Victor shot himself publicly in front of her. With little money left, she finds a small place to stay and she also finds the woman she was looking for. Alice, whom she had tracked online over all those years. She thinks back to what her life had to offer so far, her mother who was unable to love her, her father whom she admired childishly. Both have long been gone. Joan can run, but somehow her bad luck follows her, she seems prone to attracting all kind of evil and so it does not take too long until it comes back to her.

Lisa Taddeo made her debut with “Three women“ which I already liked a lot. In her latest novel, too, complicated relationships between men and women are central to the story’s development. The narrator herself is unable to love unconditionally, she needs to have the upper hand over her lovers, yet, this presumed precaution measure fires back and somehow she is stuck in the role of the kid who is longing for being loved. She is addressing her account of the events to somebody, yet it takes until the end for the reader to understand whom she tells about her life.

From a psychological point of view, Taddeo has created quite interesting characters. Violence and love are constantly opposed and they seem not to able to exist without each other. Joan’s grandmother has been raped, a dramatic experience of violence, yet, we do never learn about what this did to the woman. On the other hand, Joan’s mother does not seem to be a direct victim, yet, she reacts quite strongly and refuses her daughter the love she craves for. The women in her family are no good role models, yet, her father, too, does not provide a good example of how to behave, especially at critical moments in his life. As a consequence, Joan is unable to lead a relationship at eye level and feels the need to protect herself from the things that might happen.

Thus, as a grown up, Joan replicates what she has seen as a kid and ignores the effect this might have on others, only when she is confronted with a kind of mirror, her genuine feelings offer her another way.

“Animal” is all but an easy read, yet, it offers a lot of food for thought and raises important questions concerning central human emotions and behaviour. I am not an expert, however, I would classify Joan’s thinking with all those flashbacks as symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder which is highly likely from her family’s history. In this respect, the author very successfully displays the impact of traumatic events on untreated children.

Bewertung vom 08.06.2021
Everyone Knows Your Mother Is a Witch
Galchen, Rivka

Everyone Knows Your Mother Is a Witch


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Even though the Middle Ages are over, superstition and strange beliefs are still widespread among people. Thus, in 1615, Katharina Kepler finds herself accused of witchcraft by the people of her hometown of Leonberg in southern Germany. Times are hard, the Plague is spreading the Thirty Years’ War has just begun and somebody must be blamed for all the things happening. Katharina is an elderly widow, illiterate and mother of the astronomer Johannes Kepler. She leads a simple life, attending to her cow Chamomile. One day, however, Ursula Reinbold, accuses her of witchcraft, having offered a bitter drink which allegedly poisoned her, and surprisingly, the court not only listens but more and more people come forwards with testimonies of Katharina’s ill-doing. Only her neighbour, old Simon, who prefers to keep to himself, stands by her side.

Rivka Galchen’s story is based on a true story, Johannes Kepler’s mother was a healer and herbalist and arrested for witchcraft. The famous son stopped his research in planetary motion to defend his mother. Not only Katharina became victim of this kind of accusation, the town’s advocate Lutherus Einhorn accused 15 women in one trial and had executed eight of them in 1615.

At first, Katharina doesn’t take the accusation seriously, it is just talk for her, until she is put to prison and has to learn that more and more people come forward with other stories which seem to underline her doing black magic. She tries to counter the attack by accusing Ursula and her husband of slander, yet, her own case vanishes somewhere in the depth of local jurisprudence.

“We all know she’s a witch. We’ve always know. The matter of how we came to know is simple – we already knew.”

The accusations brought forward rage from poisoning, causing lameness, several deaths, injuring a woman’s foot, harming numerous people and animals – a long list which is getting more and more absurd during the story. I liked the interrogations of the inhabitants since they show not only the superstition they fall prey to, but also the dynamics of a small town which turns against one woman. Everything ill that has ever happened is simply attributed to Katharina. The allegations are so ridiculous that you could laugh weren’t it for Katharina’s case and the fact that the people’s testimonies seem to be believed.

Even though the plot is based on a well-documented historical case, you can see more or less the same thing happening today. It is not the small town anymore, but the world wide web in which often just one single person brings forward an accusation – no need for proof anymore – and masses jump on the bandwagon and have their twitter trial even before the issue is sorted out. It doesn’t matter if the accused is later discharged or not, the only thing that counts is public opinion which is quick at passing a sentence.

An entertaining read which outlines the dark sides of human nature – envy, greed, malicious gossip – and the danger that might come from it.

Bewertung vom 06.06.2021
Thérèse und Isabelle
Leduc , Violette

Thérèse und Isabelle


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Anfang der 1950er Jahre in einem katholischen Mädcheninternat in Frankreich. Isabelle ist die beste Schülerin, die alle bewundern, die neue Schülerin Thérèse ist die Tochter einer alleinerziehenden Mutter, die zum Zielobjekt ihres Hasses wird. Doch die anfängliche Abneigung der beiden gegeneinander wandelt sich und wird zu einer leidenschaftlichen Liebesbeziehung. Nachts im Schlafsaal, wenn alle anderen in ihre Träume versunken sind, geben sie sich ihren Gefühlen hin und entdecken die Liebe, die nicht sein darf. Nicht bei Minderjährigen, nicht bei zwei jungen Frauen und gleich dreimal nicht im Internat. Immerzu drohen sie aufzufliegen und Thérèses intensive Abhängigkeit macht es bald unmöglich für sie, einen Schultag zu durchzustehen.

Auch wenn Violette Leducs Schilderung der unerlaubten Liebe voller versierter Sprachbilder ist und die Emotionen der Mädchen, das überwältigende Gefühl der ersten echten Liebe, die erwidert wird, minutiös einfängt, sind es doch mehr noch die Umstände der Entstehung und die Geschichte der Novelle, die daran faszinieren.

Die Autorin verfasste „Thérèse und Isabelle“ als ersten von drei Teilen ihres Romans „Ravages“, der drei autobiografisch geprägte Liebesepisoden schildert. Von Simone de Beauvoir unterstützt, die das Potenzial der Geschichte und Leducs erkannte, wurde er verschiedenen Verlegern vorgelegt, die jedoch 1954 alle Angst vor der Zensur hatten und wussten, dass die Zeit für eine so offene Schilderung gleichgeschlechtlicher Liebe noch nicht gekommen war. Es erschienen erst viel später redigierte Fassungen, bis 2000 Gallimard erstmals die ursprüngliche Version als Einzelband herausgab.

Violette Leduc wollte keinen Skandal provozieren, sie schildert einfach nur das Erleben großer Leidenschaft in völlig unschuldiger Form. Es ist für Leser von heute kaum mehr nachvollziehbar, was an dem Text anstößig sein soll, ja, er ist explizit, aber in einer poetischen Weise und nicht plump wie das, was einem tagtäglich online entgegenspringt. Auch das die Protagonistinnen zwei junge Frauen sind, die ihre Zuneigung ausleben, sollte hoffentlich niemanden mehr schockieren. Der Roman ist nicht pornografisch oder voyeuristisch, sondern wirkt geradezu naiv in Thérèses Faszination von Isabelle. Es ist schlicht das Zeugnis einer verbotenen Liebe, die sich dennoch ihren Weg bahnt.

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Bewertung vom 04.06.2021
The President's Daughter
Clinton, President Bill; Patterson, James

The President's Daughter


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Matthew Keating wanted to serve a second term as POTUS, but his mission against one of the evilest terrorists went disastrously wrong and cost him the presidency. Now, he is doing more or less nothing apart from fishing and not so much enjoying himself. When his daughter Mel is abducted by IS terrorist Asim Al-Asheed who wants to revenge his wife and daughters, ex SEAL Matt takes it personal. Since the official agencies totally fail to rescue the girl, he decides to become active himself to get her back. He is still well-connected and secretly sets up a small team to do what a father has to do.

The second cooperation between former President Bill Clinton and well-known crime writer James Patterson is a fast-paced mixture of political and spy thriller which also gives deep insight in how the different national agencies work with and against each other. The thriller brilliantly shows that politics can be a nasty business where personal agendas at times conflict with national interests and ethics. Also, since the end of the Cold War, the lines between confronting enemies have become blurred and the world is a much more complex place with several stakeholders all acting and interfering simultaneously.

First and foremost, the novel lives on the protagonist Matt Keating who tries to free his daughter. Even though we first meet him in the role of the president, his former occupation as a member of the US SEALs is a much more formative aspect of his character. When he learns of is successor’s unwillingness of helping to liberate his daughter, he reactivates his knowledge and connections to rescue her on his own. Admittedly, I doubt how realistic this might be, however, it certainly makes a good action-loaded plot. The daughter, too, is a tough cookie, even though raised in a rather comfortable position, she is courageous and has a strong will to survive which gives her more power than was to be expected.

What I found most interesting, however, was not just the war between the terrorist and the USA but how China meddles and how conflicting interests endanger civilians which are nothing more than collateral damage. Ironically, it is a private affair that leads to the downfall of the current president – highly likely in our times.

Great entertainment which surely also works quite well on the screen since it incorporates the core virtues of bravery, persistence, teamwork and love.

Bewertung vom 03.06.2021
Grown Ups
Aubert, Marie

Grown Ups


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Sisters Ida and Marthe have planned to spend some days together at their cabin close to the sea where they will be joined by their mother and her partner. Ida is reluctant to go there, with her 40th birthday only a couple of weeks ago and still no father for prospective children in view, she knows that her window of becoming a mother is getting closer and closer. This is why she decided to freeze some of her eggs. Yet, it does not hinder her from negative feelings towards Marthe who, now pregnant and stepmother of beautiful 6-year-old Olea, seems – as always – to get everything she wants. Hard feelings accompany Ida and slowly turn their holiday together into a catastrophe.

I totally enjoyed Marie Aubert’s novel as I could easily sympathise with her narrator and protagonist. Additionally, there is some fine irony and humour in the text which make it a great read. The relationship between sisters quite often is all but easy and even as grown-ups, hard feelings and emotional injuries from the childhood can sit deep and hinder them from ever having a healthy bond.

Ida obviously is envious, her sister not only has a living husband but also a lovely stepdaughter and she’s pregnant. Even though Ida is a successful architect, she has never managed to establish a functioning relationship with a partner and feels lonely and somehow failed in life. Always being second, this is how she has grown up, no matter which achievements she reached, there was always Marthe who was ill and thus spoilt those rare moments of joy for Ida. Their mother does not seem to be aware of the difference she makes between the girls – yet, one has also to take into account that we only get Ida’s point of view which quite naturally is not only limited but highly biased.

“It’s not right That it should be so easy for others and so hard for me, I don’t get it, if there’s some sort of formula, a code that others know about, one they’ve known since they were young but which I’ve never quite grasped.”

Ida gets worked up about her sister and is willing to destroy her sister’s life when she is drunk one evening. This is rather tragic to observe and Ida turns into a pitiable character who does not realise that she will be even lonelier if she loses these last persons around her. She is aware of this but cannot act differently.

Marie Aubert’s debut is elegantly narrated, yet, the story leaves you with mixed feelings. It is joyful at times but the dysfunctional family is also an emotional challenge.

Bewertung vom 02.06.2021
Die kürzeste Geschichte Englands
Hawes , James

Die kürzeste Geschichte Englands


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Den Brexit haben die Menschen auf dem Kontinent teils fassungslos, teils kopfschüttelnd betrachtet. Wie konnte es zu so einer gravierenden (Fehl-)Entscheidung kommen? Man hat den Eindruck die Briten nicht mehr zu verstehen, vielleicht aber auch nie verstanden zu haben. Tausende Jahre Geschichte sind es, die das Land zu dem gemacht haben, das diese folgenreiche Abstimmung herbeiführte. Doch kann man einen so langen Zeitraum prägnant und gut lesbar zusammenfassen? James Hawes ist dies gelungen. Von Caesars Eroberung über zahlreiche Kriege bis hin zur Entstehung des Empire und dessen Niedergang im 20. Jahrhundert, ein letztes Aufbäumen durch popkulturelle Erfolge kurz vor der Jahrtausendwende und schließlich die Absage auf ein gemeinsames Europa. Mit zahlreichen historischen Dokumenten, Karte und prägnanten Schaubildern untermauert er die Tatsache, dass die Nation nicht erst im Brexit ihre tiefe Spaltung zeigte, tatsächlich war sie nie wirklich vereint.

James Hawes ist Germanist, der an verschiedenen Universitäten im Vereinigten Königreich lehrte. In den 1990ern war er mit zwei Romanen recht erfolgreich, seine Abriss über die Geschichte Deutschlands wurde in seiner Heimat mit sehr positiven Kritiken aufgenommen, was vermutlich auch zur Entstehung seines aktuellen Werkes beigetragen hat. „Die kürzeste Geschichte Englands“ hält, was der Titel verspricht. Anhand des roten Fadens der Spaltung leitet den Autor durch 2000 Jahre Geschichte, die notwendigerweise reduziert, aber gleichsam zielgerichtet und leicht verständlich wird.

Mit der britischen Geschichte grundlegend vertraut, hat mich Hewes‘ Buch dennoch gereizt, weil man gerade wegen der politischen Entwicklungen der letzten Jahre anfing zu zweifeln, ob man das Land und seine Bewohner wirklich kennt oder ob es nicht doch tiefergehende Faktoren gibt, die man übersehen hat. Geschichte ist nicht linear und eindimensional, sondern vielschichtig und unterschiedliche Faktoren überlagern sich. Trotz der Kürze arbeitet der Autor dies immer wieder heraus. Sprache, soziale Schicht, Geografie, Glaube – weder lassen sie sich trennen noch genügen sie einzeln zu erklären, weshalb an unterschiedlichsten Stellen Risse, Brüche und tiefe Gräben existieren, die zwar gelegentlich gekittet den Anschein einer vereinten großen Nation erweckten, unter der Oberfläche jedoch ein vielfach zerfasertes Gebilde beherbergten.

Das etwas andere Geschichtsbuch, das nie den Anspruch auf Vollständigkeit und Ausführlichkeit legt, sondern zielgerichtet einen anderen Blick auf Großbritannien wirft und leider auch kein besonders optimistisches Fazit zieht.

Bewertung vom 30.05.2021
The Other Black Girl
Harris, Zakiya Dalila

The Other Black Girl


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Nella Rogers has achieved what she could only dream of, at 26 she is editorial assistant at one of the most prestigious publishing houses. The only thing she has been struggling with the last two years is how the idea of diversity has never entered her workplace, after the Asian girl left, she is the only person with a different background. Things change when unexpectedly Hazel is employed and gets the cubicle next to her. Nella senses immediately that with another black girl, they might finally make a change in publishing, promote more diverse authors and bring forward new topics relevant to a large audience which wasn’t addressed so far. However, it does not take too long until Nella’s work life starts to go downhill.

Zakiya Dalila Harris’ debut novel has been called one of the buzz books of 2021 by several magazines. I was intrigued by the blurb immediately, a kind of horror version of “The Devil Wars Prada” sounded totally enthralling. For a long time, “The Other Black Girl” could fulfil the expectations, there is a highly uncomfortable feeling creeping around, yet, the end was a bit too much for my liking.

Nella is quite a likeable young woman, hardworking and even though not an activist she is following the Black Lives Matter movement even before this becomes a widespread phenomenon and big news. She imagines being able of making a change in the publishing industry but first needs to get at the position where she has the actual power to do so. Therefore, she is quite assimilated and she swallows comments from her colleagues even though they might be quite offensive for persons of colour. With the arrival of Hazel she seems to get an ally and befriends her immediately.

For the reader, even though there are some chapters which seems unrelated to Nella’s story but hint at some goings-ons beyond her scope, it is obvious that Hazel is not the friendly and reliable colleague Nella assumes, this was an aspect which annoyed me a bit, I didn’t get the impression of Nelly being that naive and credulous at first and would have liked her to be a bit cleverer in relation to what happens at her workplace.

The novel, however, is quite strong at portraying Nella’s feelings as being the only black girl, the role she assigned to as representative of a totally diverse group which is just too simplistic, yet, nobody really seems to care about the concept of diversity, having one black girl is enough. She has other issues than her colleagues, especially the talk about hair was quite a novelty, even though this is a huge topic if you do not have the easy-care blond hair.

Overall, I liked the writing and found Nella’s perspective and the insight in the publishing world interestingly realised.