Twelve months. For some it feels like an eternity. For some it feels like a blink of time. Compared to a lifetime - whatever that means - twelve months seem such a short time.For this twenty-five-year-old it feels particularly odd when those twelve months are racing by, yet filled with tragic news from all around the world. While at the same time one is trapped in a kind of time-freeze feeling unable to move, to react or to change anything. Pressed down, feeling helpless and useless.The author processes tragic news with a calendar of fictional short stories, in which each month is dedicated to a particular event from somewhere around the globe.Trigger warning: indirect and direct descriptions of assault, brutality, death, genocide, murder, pain, rape and suicide.